..my only friend-the end..

It happened again.
I’ve been here before
The words of love
Have left by the door

I thought we were one
And that we’ve only just begun
Thought it would be
Only you and me.

I should have known
This is what happens to me.
The words we used
Were all abused.

Time and distance have taken their toll.
They began to take over, we lost control
Your love was weaker than you made me believe
Not strong enough for us to achieve.

You wanted me more than time would allow
Satisfying you now, I did not know how.
Your times became impossible for me.
You left no room for even a maybe.

Attention I wanted, more from you too,
I re-adjusted so love would not undo.
I guess words as always are just words
Their only good for crosswords.

I’m alone again and on my own.
Another lesson is learned from the unknown.
We are still friends so it would seem
But it all appears to be paddling upstream.

Two months before
Now two months again.
Will this cycle for me
ever come to an end.